So...
I Graduated. I officially have B.A. in Liberal Arts with a focus in Education from Seattle University.

There's a lot more that has happen, since November but it will all come with time. I am suppose to be listing our books on amazon for sale. (Anyone need to buy books?) I'll catch people up who care later.

Hope all are doing great yourselves.

--Zookie

P.S. NOTHING ABOUT HARRY POTTER!!! I STILL HAVEN'T FINISHED IT!!

CRAZY WEEK OF STUDYING CAN'T FOCUS!!! WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?!?!?! i have a presentation, a lot of mini papers, one big paper, T.A.-ing three days, going to a prison (for a class) supposedly meeting up with a guy i haven't seen in 4 year, when we were haning out in a hammock in Kauai and then he got pnemounia the next day and then finals...AND I CAN'T FOCUS!!!!!!

i hope i don't make myself go insane.

oh and it's snowing in Seattle. But it's not sticking on the streets up by school but it is a 15 minute drive away at my parents house. NO FAIR! I have the perfect sleding hill right outside my apt. grr.

so the reason i am crying...i am going thru a break up. And it was not expected and not mutual. The way it ended has left me in full of questions and pain. It's at times like this i wish i could draw out my feelings or images in my head. Going to list them...maybe one of you peoples will get inspiration from it. if you do let me see the work...

1. Drowning my heart in a sea of tears
2. Garabage's --Cup of Coffe Lyrics
3. Bonnie Raitt's--Can't Make You Love Me
4. Heart turn to lead.
5. Fading Away
6. Naked and Alone in a Storm or a Fire
7. Heart with a footprint on it.
8. A knot in throat or something big...you know what i mean.
9. I Hate Everything About You, Why Do I Love You.
10. Love's Embrase being ripped from my arms.
11. Alone in the dark.
12. Slits on arm to relieve pain. (i won't be actually doing it, but it is something i use to do, but refuse to do now.)
13. love hates me.
14. what is wrong with me.
15. Rent Soundtrack--Goodbye Love

How do you stop crying?

I read everyones comments and questions have been the one of only thing going right this week. My boyfriend and i are having problems. Also so much reading for my forensic psych class. To answer the question why i don't think i am an artist? When I take pictures i take them because i find the pretty or neat looking. And when i am lucky, each once and awhile they come out looking like "art."
I am in my senior year at seattle university. I work with kids one day a week in an art class. It's hard not to sit down and just do the art project with them. :-P I walked home from the school and i couldn't help but stop and pick up some of the brightly colored leaves from the ground along my wet way (it was rainning) I kept thinking of how my friend caitlin b. and i use to try to find the prettiest fall leaves on the playground in elementry school.
The whole walk home while i was picking up these leaves i kept thinking that Fall was following me home, keeping me company on my walk. And even though I wasn't originally going to let him follow me in...he did.

thanks again.